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    Friday, November 16th, 2007
    6:14 am
    +://Fursona Quiz///+Shit:+
    1. What is the name of your fursona?
    Hallow (short for Halloween)

    2. Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
    I always liked Halloween and I wanted a name that was kind of symbolic and had a bit
    of an epic feel.

    3. What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
    Shes a genetically altered jackal mutant.
    Because there are very few jackalsonas out there and I thought jackals were adorable.
    Shes genetically altered because the industral world is taking over the natural born.
    And because I feel like everyone irl created me and that Im just kinda here.

    4. What color is your fursona and why?
    Shes grayish yellow (or gold) with a dark gray saddle, green claws, blackish gray spots, black and white striped ears, and the insides of the ears are pink and green.
    Because a few years ago I was yellow and I feel like I kinda "aged and got dusty" in my life, and the green is a warm yet terrifying glow that you see near computers and it goes with how Halloween was made in a lab by computers.

    5. What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your irl personality?
    She IS me.
    I can be as playful as a 5 year old. Which is basically me irl pretty much.
    But I am also very isolated and cold towards some people who get under my skin.

    6. What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you irl?
    Theres multiple things that my fursona has that are significant for me.
    One is the necklace/chains/bracelets she wears. She wears everything I own irl
    (unless its a 666 shirt in anthro form >8[ )
    The necklace used to be a rusty chain with a golden star saying "forever" on it.
    But Justin got me a new one recenly. Its purple with "friends" writtin on it. And there is also a ring with celtic knots on it now cuz Justin got me a ring recently.


    7. What is one thing you thing you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
    "BACON" *huggles*

    8. What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
    "AROUUUUU" *love bite on neck*

    9. How has your fursona changed over the years?
    When I first had a fursona, she was a yellowish orange fox with no name.
    But then I changed the fur color more because I like to go for natural fur colors.
    When she was a fox, she had a scar on one shoulder where a mechanical wing would sprout.
    But now its two X shaped scars on both shoulders where chains come out at.

    10. How long have you had this fursona?
    Goes way back. Probably back in elementary school before I knew wtf a fursona was.

    11. Would you like to be more like your fursona?
    I would love to wake up AS my fursona.
    I would use my amazing jumping skills to run rooftop to rooftop. Then knock over my friends and lick their faces. (aww..)

    12. Ok now tag three other people you would like to learn about!
    Them! *point point flail*

    Current Mood: mischievous
    Current Music: Dragula by Rob Zombie
    Sunday, September 30th, 2007
    11:18 am
    I forgot to save my last photoshop project..
    HOW DUMB IS THAT >.<;

    Current Music: How to save a life--The Fray
    Thursday, August 30th, 2007
    6:37 pm
    Birthday Calculator 9_9
    10 October 1990
    Your date of conception was on or about 17 January 1990 which was a Wednesday.

    You were born on a Wednesday
    under the astrological sign Libra.
    Your Life path number is 3.

    Life Path Compatibility:
    You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
    You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11.
    You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22.

    The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448174.5.
    The golden number for 1990 is 15.
    The epact number for 1990 is 3.
    The year 1990 was not a leap year.

    Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.
    You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.

    Your Native American Zodiac sign is Raven; your plant is Ivy.

    You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

    Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 21 Tishri 5751.
    Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 22 Tishri 5751.

    The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.17.8.10 which is
    12 baktun 18 katun 17 tun 8 uinal 10 kin

    The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 20 Rabi'u'l-Avval 1411 (1411-3-20).

    The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.
    The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.
    The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 28 February 1990.
    The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 3 June 1990.
    The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1990.
    The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 September 1990.
    The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 April 1990.
    The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 27 February 1990.

    As of 8/30/2007 6:33:20 PM EDT
    You are 16 years old.
    You are 202 months old.
    You are 881 weeks old.
    You are 6,168 days old.
    You are 148,050 hours old.
    You are 8,883,033 minutes old.
    You are 532,982,000 seconds old.

    Celebrities who share your birthday:
    Mya (1979) Jodi Lyn O'Keefe (1978) Bob Burnquist (1976)
    Dale Earnhardt, Jr. (1974) Brett Favre (1969) Mike Malinin (1967)
    Tanya Tucker (1958) David Lee Roth (1955) Charles Dance (1946)
    Ben Vereen (1946) Harold Pinter (1930) Richard Jaeckel (1926)
    Thelonious Monk (1917) Edward D. Wood, Jr. (1924) Helen Hayes (1900)
    Giuseppe Verdi (1813)

    Top songs of 1990
    Nothing Compares 2 U by Sinead O'Connor Vision of Love by Mariah Carey
    Because I Love You (The Postman Song) by Stevie B Vogue by Madonna
    Escapade by Janet Jackson Opposites Attract by Paula Abdul with the Wild Pair
    Step By Step by New Kids On the Block How Am I Supposed to Live without You by Michael Bolton
    Love Takes Time by Mariah Carey It Must Have Been Love by Roxette

    Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.41409001956947 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

    Your lucky day is Friday.
    Your lucky number is 6.
    Your ruling planet(s) is Venus.
    Your lucky dates are 6th, 15th, 24th.
    Your opposition sign is Aries.
    Your opposition number(s) is 9.

    Today is not one of your lucky days!

    There are 41 days till your next birthday
    on which your cake will have 17 candles.

    Those 17 candles produce 17 BTUs,
    or 4,284 calories of heat (that's only 4.2840 food Calories!) .
    You can boil 1.94 US ounces of water with that many candles.


    In 1990 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
    In 1990 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
    In 1990 in the US there were 2,448,000 marriages (9.8%) and 1,175,000 divorces (4.7%)
    In 1990 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
    In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
    In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

    In 1990 the population of Australia was approximately 17,169,768.
    In 1990 there were approximately 262,648 births in Australia.
    In 1990 in Australia there were approximately 116,959 marriages and 42,635 divorces.
    In 1990 in Australia there were approximately 120,062 deaths.


    Your birthstone is Tourmaline

    The Mystical properties of Tourmaline

    Pink Tourmaline promotes female balance and protection. Green Toumaline promotes male balance.
    Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

    Opal, Jasper

    Your birth tree is

    Rowan, the Sensitivity
    Full of charm, cheerful, gifted, without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: BYOB--System of a down
    Saturday, July 14th, 2007
    11:31 am
    +Steve's House+==
    yeah, mornin.
    *rubs eyes* woke up a little while ago, stayed the night here at Steves house with his parents and our buddy TJ.
    Went off to bed around 3 am, playing games all night... Wupped Steve and TJ with the yoshi in super smash brothers melee three times in a row, so ha.
    Those two are still sleeping downstairs and Im up har on his computer tuning in you people.
    Yeahh..I'll take my chances and not use the friends only privacy for a bit. My mom hasnt been asking anything about my sites, ..yet..ugh..so I think Im in the clear. And mommy, if you are reading this..HAHAHAHAHA.

    I think the boiz are stirring downstairs..Im hearsins noises.

    In other things. Got some art stuffs scanned and they'll be photoshat when I get home later. Maybe play some Furc. Make plans with Rin.
    I hear cereal..*gurgle*
    Got me some new goods. Adorable black and white armwarmers with black skull patches on them, gray and brownish camo shorts, and three friendship necklaces. I have a dirty yellow star one that fits Hallow's fur color, and Destiny and Santi will be given the other two.
    I thought hard about it though..I'll probably buy another bunch of em for Steve, TJ and Rin >_>;
    assuming they're into that stuff.

    Wells. My sketchbook is floating around down there in man turf, I best dig it up before they write manly comments somewhere ;3
    Later much.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: none
    Monday, June 25th, 2007
    1:01 pm
    Who is Londono? XDD
    I received a package in the mail today.
    From a Londono..not sure of what else. No letter or written things.
    Was a little box of chocolate looking things..
    Everything is written in spanish XD!
    I opened it up and was all wtflolbbq?!2
    Im thinking that its from my boyfriend Santi from South America.
    Cuz hes spanish.
    Hes away for a week with his dad, getting the maltise puppies.
    I might be getting a puppy too. But my dad needs to make up his mind. yes or no. Cuz my mom is willing to go pick up the dog but my dad hasnt decided on yes or no as of yet.
    Oh well.
    I'll hope for the best.
    CORGICORGICORGI. *boingboingyoing*

    Current Mood: crazy
    Current Music: Forgotten Tears-Hocico
    Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
    12:10 am
    ART :D
    My brother pulled the plug on my internet towards the end of last weekend.
    So.
    While I waited for him to return the missing plugs..I did some shitting around in photoshop and made some desktop backgrounds.
    I forget why..
    can use em if ya want.. Just set em as centered or stretch. whatever.





    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: Halo OST
    12:08 am
    I dont feel safe wif my LJ yet..I doubt I managed to set it to the private 'friends only' setting, so I think its still open to the public.
    This bothers me.
    If anyone has any info on how to fix this, please let me know.
    Friday, June 22nd, 2007
    11:59 pm
    PIKTURZ! :D
    These are pictures that I took while I went out to my stepdad's parent's house. Over the past week.
    Took some nice shots of their dogs. They have a german shepard, two Australian shepard mixes, and some other breed I dunno.
    *squeaks*






    Then I took some pictures of the two Jack Russles we gots at my moms...




    lol my arm..

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: Halo OST
    Saturday, June 16th, 2007
    2:19 pm
    Hunds
    Still stuck out here at my moms.
    The heat and the bordom is killing me..
    My stepsister Katie and my stepbrother Corey are here.
    Katie has been either following me around or staring at me.
    And Corey has been sleeping the whole time.
    Everytime he walks past me he snorts e.O
    and Katie is just..grr. Dammed annoying.

    My mom and I went strawberry picking at my stepdads' parents house.
    But gramma picked em all already, so moom talked to her and I went outside with my camera and took pictures of the dogs.
    They gots..4 dogs.
    Smokie, Duchess, Lady, and a new dog..still cant remember her name.
    Will post the photos soon. they're pretty nice.
    Smokie still looks like a wolf to me.
    Hes this HUGE gray and black and white Australian Shepard mix.
    But..
    he grins o__o

    The new dog is smaller, and brown and white, and HOMGWTF SHE HAS A CREST LIKE MY FURSONA jgsouroeur.

    *bounce*

    I think..the reason I get along so well with hunds is cuz of my lay back attitude. dogs can sense things like that..and I be playful, and I let them pounce, while the other peoples hit them or yell.
    Dogs arent bad.
    Just bad people.

    They came outside and saw me sitting in the shade with all these big ass wuffs around me, lawl, I felt like Cheza. ^^
    Really should look for Wolfs Rain DVDS too..
    perhaps Waldens has some anime too.
    havent been there in a long time.
    Should go to Clairs and see if they got anymore armwarmers there. Might not. Since its fucking summer. -^-

    Oh.
    Went to the beach with mom the other day too.
    After she bit my head off for my LJ..
    my stepdad took the trailor to do hay with the neighbor, and didnt call my mom for like. 4 hours. so my mom freaked out and took me with her for a carride.

    We went to the lake and walked around for a while. Didnt talk all that much..as always.
    But we laughed.
    We drove down this narrow road and my mom kept yelling cuz she was running over the tree roots, and said that the trees are upset now, and I was all. "joo on crack"
    and we drank pop.
    She smoked cigs and I nibbled some candy.
    then we took our shoes off and walked along the beach for a while.
    Gooseshit everywhere.
    I saw a rock out in the water and ran after it, screaming "SEATURTLE!!!"
    and my mom was all.. *shame* ]8
    I went out into water up to my hips, so I was all wet in the car, and yeah. fun.
    till we got home.

    Then she sat there on the porch with a cig and beer and got all upset again.
    OY.
    I SAY OY.

    I feel like it was all pointless. Some daughter I am.
    I always feel like a waste all the time.
    Never satisfying anyone. ;__;
    Meh.
    Not gonna get upset over it.
    I gotta water the dogs, take a shower, and then do some chores.
    Everyone is out on the boat fishing, so maybe I'll have some privacy for a while.
    Later.

    Current Mood: restless
    Current Music: Valentines Day--Marilyn Manson
    Friday, June 15th, 2007
    1:57 pm
    Snit..
    My mom found out about my LJ..and completely chewed my ass.
    Said I cant be trusted..
    I should tell her stuff..
    and so on.

    Well screw it.
    I cant tell her nothin.
    and she LOVES looking through my private things.
    So as of now.
    This journal is not open to the public, only my freeeeinnnndss...
    erf..
    *kicks a rock*

    Current Mood: hyper
    Current Music: The Nobodies--Marilyn Manson
    Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
    11:20 am
    Ima Gothic/Punk/Emo (mwahahahahahaha ect)
    ~HIGH CLASS:
    ____________
    [] You go/have gone tanning.
    [x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
    [] You love Starbucks.
    [] You have been called a brat.
    [] You have tons of shoes.
    [] You hate buying things that are on sale.
    [] You have/had a laptop.
    [x]You love shopping.
    TOTAL:2

    ~GOTHIC:
    _________
    [x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
    [x] You wear chains.
    [x] You like heavy metal.
    [] You've shopped at hot topic
    [] You have worn black lipstick.
    [x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
    [] You own a pair of Tripp pants
    [x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
    TOTAL:5

    ~PUNK:
    _______
    [] You can skateboard.
    [x] You like plaid.
    [x] You have Converse.
    [x] You hate mtv.
    [x]You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
    [x] You love mohawks
    [x] You LOVE Music.
    [x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
    TOTAL:7

    ~EMO:
    ______
    [X] You are sad sometimes.
    [X] You have dark colored glasses.
    [] You cry easily.
    [x] You like emo music
    [x] You've kept a journal/diary.
    [x] You have written a sad poem.
    [] You have dyed your hair.
    [] You're sad when you're drunk
    TOTAL:5


    ~GHETTO:
    ________
    [] You like rap.
    [x] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc.
    [] You have worn/wanted a grill.
    [] You have had a freestyling contest.
    [] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
    [] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
    [] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
    TOTAL:1

    ~HARDCORE:
    ___________
    [x] You like loud music.
    [] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
    [] You have slip-on shoes.
    [] You like Norma Jean.
    [x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
    [] You love to "hardcore" dance
    [] Your hair has been dyed more than one color. ...it is right now: green, blue and pink!
    [] You wear jeans a lot.
    TOTAL: 2


    ~PREP:
    _______
    [] You LOVE The OC.
    [] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
    [] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
    [] You like buying shoes A LOT.
    [] You have clothes from Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
    [] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
    [] You have/had big sunglasses.
    [] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
    TOTAL:0

    ~ATHLETIC:
    __________
    [] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
    [] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
    [] You collect jerseys.
    [] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
    [] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
    [] You belong/belonged to a team.
    [] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
    TOTAL:0

    ~SCENE:
    _______
    [] You like putting little bows in your hair
    [] You have mini-skirts
    [x] You have parted your hair to the side.
    [] You think polka-dots are way cute.
    [x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
    [] You've been called scene before.
    [x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts
    TOTAL:3


    ~REDNECK:
    __________
    [] Gone four wheeling.
    [] Went hunting.
    [] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
    [] Like to go fishing.
    [x] Eat beef jerky
    [] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
    [] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
    [] Know who Bocephus is.
    TOTAL:1


    ~METALHEAD:
    ___________
    [x] You wear band shirts alot.
    [] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
    [] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
    [] You HATE emos.
    [] You like Black Sabbath.
    [] You have gone to Ozzfest.
    [x] You have headbanged.
    [x] You dont like rap.
    [x]You have a taste for classic rock as well.
    TOTAL:4

    Take the top numbered results:
    Im a gothic punk emo XP <3

    Current Mood: hungry
    Current Music: Ein Lied--Rammstein
    6:35 am
    *faceplant*
    Couldnt sleep lastnight.
    The last couple of days consisted of screwing around the house and..HOMGBEINGOUTSIDEOHGODMYEYESTHEYBURN.
    my mommmy called me a vampire. cuz Im so pale all the time.
    NYYYYYAHHHHH....x.X;
    it hurts when I sleep. cuz I gots sunburn on my shoulders, back, and chest.
    I WANNA SLEEP SITTING UP GOSH DARNIT ]x

    Drew stuff.
    But joo cant see cuz I dun scan stuff at my moms.
    Why?
    CUZSHELOOKSATEVERYTHINGjgodutorogjdfurout..
    could delete both scans. and then delete it from the recycle bin @.@
    But still. too big a risk.
    Specially since I gots yiff to scan.
    DAMN YOU SANTI. <3
    So that stuff can go to my FA gallary then.

    Getting into traditional mediums againnnnn..
    So my photoshop is gonna be all mad at me and turn itself again.
    that always seems to happen once a year..or so..
    It glitches, freezes, then closes.
    DARN YOU.

    Mah puppy.
    He playing wif teh dinosaur butt nows. HURRAH.
    Its chewed beyond belief, so theres no way Im snuggling with that now. Even though my dogs tongue is like. planted to my face 24/7
    DO NOT WANT. LZOLZ


    My little brothers birfday be today. Turning..16 me thinks.
    I gots about 6 or 5 months left before I metamorphosis into 17.
    *SUUUUUUUUCKSSSSS*
    My brother doesnt get anything e.e
    hes this sniveling little ass kisser who will drop to the lowest level without a second thought, as long he gets the good side of someone.
    he and I got into an arguement lastnight too.
    I told him that he can have a happy fucking birthday by himself.
    He didnt say anything.
    One thing is for sure.
    Hes a rotten little brother.
    Hes the youngest, hes supposed to look up to me and stuff. Instead. Whats he do. He beats me up till he gets his way.
    Same with his girlfriends probably.
    Then why does he have so many girlfriends I wonder.
    Perhaps the feeling of abuse makes them feel higher then the rest.
    Or like me.
    Too afraid to stand up, in fear of being killed.
    Almost happened once or twice.
    I remember that year.
    I was locked in the basement cellar for almost a day. cuz he and my cousin thought it would've been funny to lock me in a tiny little closet.
    There was no light in there, and Im badly claustiphobic. -__________-;;
    Good thing my grandma went down there for wine though.
    If it wasnt for her drinking..I probably would've ran out of air, or..imploded.
    Commit suicide on them jars of pickled eggs.
    Yeah man...

    Current Mood: devious
    Current Music: Rewind--Chiasm
    Monday, June 11th, 2007
    6:37 pm
    MYYYY SKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN Dx
    ..issa burnt.
    .__.
    Mom made me go out in the yard today and pick weeds for her garden.
    I got to play in teh dirt with my doggy dog and now Im all dirty and my shoulders are sunburnt from the tanktop.

    I brought my camera home wif me so I got some pictures AND videos X3
    and homg. theres a fosters home for imaginary friends marathon on cartoon network.
    HAPPYNESS. lawl its the episode when Ed gets fleas X3~
    I had fleas twice in my lifetime 9.9
    Its..not as bad as it looks really.
    You're basically a lifesource for billions of little hungry mouths.
    Sucking your blood.
    Making you itch.
    You gotta spray the entire house...
    HEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
    Im such a trouble maker :]

    I had to go shopping with mom earlier, and I boughted..
    <.<
    >.>
    A NEW DOGGY TOY OWO
    its a little blue squeaky dinosaur butt.
    X3~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    I got it for my dog. But he doesnt seem to like it.
    cuz I dont hear him squeaking it..
    and its oober loud Owo
    so I'll probably go out thur and claim it as my own.
    *curls in a blanky wif squeaky toys*
    ..MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA....... *drools*

    Current Mood: chipper
    Current Music: Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends on TV
    Friday, June 8th, 2007
    10:05 am
    Last Day of School
    Yesterday was the last day of school.
    I guess it went okay. It really made me realize how small you are. You do all these things for these people and they never remember you in the end.
    Thats what I hold against buying Year Books. You shouldnt have to write down a persons name to remember them...

    In English I got picked up by Alex and Steve and WOULD HAVE been thrown in the dumpster if my english teacher didnt yell at them.
    So they just dropped me on a chair instead. In which. The chair fell over and I cracked my back on the concrete.
    Then they decided to play a prank on a girl who left her ipod out on her desk while she left for lunch.
    Alex took the ipod and Steve took her headphones.
    Then we left for lunch.
    I sat up on a table and of course..I HAD to chew on the headphones.
    Damn..chewing OCD... @.@
    Didnt know what the fuck Alex did, but he was gone.

    Then in my next class, the Security dude came and took me down to the office with my backpack and Audra was there. And I was all.. "oh no.."
    and They asked me if I had the ipod and stuff, and pulled my backpack over and searched the thing and found nothing.
    I told them I chewed the headphones but I thought they were Steves cuz he has an mp3 player.
    Audraw said she was only worried about the ipod.
    Told her that Alex had it. And she got all rawr.
    She hugged me and told me that she knew that I wouldnt do anything. which was true. But I still felt bad.

    They pushed me back to class and called Security on Alex. Since there was only 15 minutes left before School being out for like. 4 months..
    I wanted to wish her luck, but the door was already closed.

    I had let Alex take it, because I thought that he would give it back to her.
    But oviously I thought wrong. And it was wrong of me to trust him in the first place.
    Theres no one to trust anymore man..

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: Peephole--System of a down
    9:42 am
    HadToDoMyTagOnHereCuzDeviantARTissaBeingGey... e.e
    1. What is your natural hair color?
    Blondish Brown with a tint of bronze..

    2. Where was your default picture taken?
    I made it mahself Dx

    3. What's your middle name?
    ..ha. ha.. haaha. Cant tell anyone anymore. darn you Santi XDD

    4. What's your current status?
    Tookeded.

    5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
    I'd hope so. And I prefer callin him my mate. You fools -3-

    6. What is your current mood?
    Bouncy/sleepy/dirty/grumblefuckay

    7. What color underwear are you wearing?
    Black. Lawls.

    8. What makes you happy?
    THE SUNSHINE AND THE BIRDS AND THE LAUGHING CHILDREN
    (before I turn this world over onto genicide)

    10. If you could go back in time, and change something what you would change?
    Too many things. Too little time.

    11.If you must be one animal - what would you be?
    JACKAL! OWO

    12. Ever had a near death experience?
    a couple of times -3-

    13. Something you do a lot?
    Draw/chat/listen to mp3 player/bounce

    14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
    Bubbles by System of a down XD

    15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
    mah boi feind ewe <3

    16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
    Colonal Strawberry from Deviantart O_____o

    17. When was the last time you cried?
    Monday.

    18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
    fuck no.

    19. If you could have a super power what would it be?
    Shapeshifting and the ability to turn invisible at will.

    20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
    His smile :]

    21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
    fuck buckstars. I dun do coffee. COFFEE 3I0580IGOKOujo9guro9uet9ujogj

    22. What's your biggest secret?
    Im afraid of cats and children x.@

    23. Favorite color?
    Black (if it was a color)

    24. When was the last time you lied?
    when I said I'd pass that test -w-

    25. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows?
    NOT. KIDDIE MOVIES. JGFOJGKFDKEOIOPPW0I
    Disney movies pwn you all. I dont watch tv anymore tho.. I mostly watch Scrubs..then I go lay down somewhere XD

    27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
    nothing. But it'll be ramen pretty soon n.n

    29. What's your favorite smell?
    Roses D:

    30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
    dumb.

    31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
    yesterday. It was the last day of school, so free hugs for all. n.n

    32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
    I wish.

    33. What are you thinking about right now?
    "33. what are you thinking about right now?"

    34. What should you be doing?
    Taking a bath. Pampering myself for the day. Chugging coffee. Doing my Chores. Living life like I care about it. Ek-cetera..

    35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
    When Alex stole Audras ipod and I knew about it but trusted him that he'd give it back. When he really didnt..

    36. How often do you pray?
    God hates me.

    37. Do you like working in the yard?
    Does pawing dead birds count as working?

    38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
    I hate lastnames. Put an ID # on my wrist and call me that. e.e

    39. Do you act differently around your crush?
    maybe extra bouncy and horny? 9.9

    40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
    Chasing cars by Snow Patrol. YOU SAID YOU'D BE THERE FOR ME. YOU FUCKNUT. ROTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! 0580iikgokgofdjgohodselofsodofsdfsopdfosofoskofksok.....!!!!!

    *grumpy face* ]:

    Current Mood: mischievous
    Current Music: Bubbles--System of A down
    Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
    4:25 pm
    2084jfijifgudsfu
    Bah.
    Today was the start of the Exams in school. Tomorrow is the final day of school till..SEPTEMBER. heheha.
    And its official.
    I AM sick.
    I've been having migranes, and my nose is still runny, and my eyes still burn, and now Im coughing and sneezing like crazy. Bla. It'll pass.
    But I still refuse to wear a jacket in 40 degree weather n.n

    I miss my boi .^.
    I wanna huggle gosh darnit.

    And my happyness is slowly coming back, and the feeling of impending doom has passed. I wonder why. It ususally lasts longer. ah well..
    Went out for lunch with mah mens today.
    Corey and Mitch "kidnapped" me and my icecream to go see Mitch's girlfriend, who graduated. But her mom said she wasnt feeling well and was asleep.
    So we left.
    After I said we could. Cuz I was playing with the puppies >w<
    Dude. Never before. Had I seen this boi's car o_O
    Fucking..Manga everywhere. packages of Ramen, ...pants..and lawls, Scrabble. XD Corey of course had to sit up front, so I crammed myself in the back. and sat on a wet..towel. So I yelled at Mitch for having his car pee on me. and he giggle snorted. and Corey gigglesnorted. then i ended up going back to school with wet pants and I was all. THEY DID IT. *POINTPOINT* Dx
    The ride back to school was interesting.
    I couldnt get the seatbelt to work cuz I couldnt find the..attachy, hooky, thinggy, so I sat crosslegged and slobberin icecream.
    Mitch was driving in and out of the lanes like a drunk, and corey was shovin his head out the window and I was all. "ecks dee."

    Got back to school and finished exams for the day.
    n shit.
    World can suck it.

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Current Music: Bittersweet Symphony--The Verve
    Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
    4:01 pm
    Bla
    This mac and cheese sucks. Probably because I helped make it..
    My happy hour has dropped. And I'm all cold and lack of feelings again.
    Im getting a cold too.
    Havent been coughing yet. But my eyes have been burning and running and my nose has been itchy and wet.
    I've also realized that I had been very sore again lately.
    Its not the depression, the depression just affects my neck and shoulders.
    This pain has been in my hips and lower back.
    I havent felt a pain like this since..that afternoon..when things got out of hand.. *erf* Its probably because Jamie started talking to me again. Telling me that he misses me. Reminding me of when I wanted it all to end. One of the many reasons I chose to break up with him.
    For 3 days. He repeated himself. Giving love a bad name, and hurting me with it..
    I told him I was still sore. But he still didnt stop. ugh..
    I cant stand thinking about it..


    Digestive system is still acting up. Resulting in random bursts of pain. Its going away though. Those pills dont do SHIT.

    At least I have friends at school.
    Rin and I still got plenty of laughs, and it makes me feel good when I see the guys smile.
    But still..
    i cant help but notice.
    That Im always the one that people turn to.
    Someone needs a hug, I give em a hug.
    Someone needs to talk to someone, I listen.
    Someone wants a dollar for pop, I give em a dollar.
    But I cant help but think..
    Who do I turn to?
    Who would hug me if I needed a hug.
    Who would I talk to?
    Who would..well..I dont ask for money..but still.
    Who comforts me in return?
    I feel like everyone is turning to me, with all these things, that they want fixed. But tell me. Who do I turn to? I might seem like some happy little jackal, running around the hallways at school, laughing at plastic bags floating in the air, squeaking for absolutly no reason at all.
    But inside, Im a snowball of troubles and questions and sins, and its only getting bigger and bigger.

    I feel like something bad is going to happen.
    And its gonna be big.
    Something big is about to go down, and I demand to know what it is.
    My dreams have told me nothing. And the only thing I heard recently that made me freeze over was what my mom said this morning. "the truth always gets out"
    And no Santi, that has nothing to do with you or anything.
    But rather..myself. and all the things I had refused to tell people.

    Current Mood: guilty
    Current Music: the wind outside
    Monday, June 4th, 2007
    3:53 pm
    Babble Babble bitch bitch..
    It issa so cold outside man..ermf.
    And my tummay hurts.
    Wednesday and Thursday are the Exam days in school. then we're out of school till..fall? *nyah?*

    Artwork is hitting a bump. Its prolly cuz Im out of paper .__.

    Me and my honey had our 1st month together a few days ago. Everything is going fine I think. I cant wait for December when he visits.. <33333!!
    *MEW* IM SO HAPPY!
    no one had ever gave a damn about me but..Santi, gives a lot of damns about me! >W<
    ew..Love.. <333333
    I always felt like there was just..something missing in my life.
    Even at the time..when I was dating that..one dude..for 2 years..I still felt a terrible emptiness within my heart.
    He never even TRIED to visit. but Santi CAN. FOR SURE. THATS MAJOR MAN. HAPPYGASMS HARDCORE.
    I dont like to look back on those days. All my exes are dead to me now. Mean as that may sound, I just dont give a damn.
    They all broke up with me, and thats their fault. I got someone a lot better now and I intend to rub it in their faces >3
    Though I recently recieved news, that my first exe (irl) is now gay. or. bi rather. He was caught kissing a..John kid in the guys lockerroom at school.
    I have nothing to say.
    Cuz all I can do is laugh.
    AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

    Lawl a guy punched me in the shoulder today. Cuz while I was sitting on top of a desk, I felt something against my side, and when I spun around, his pop flew off the desk and spilled.
    I wasnt sorry.
    It shouldnt have been there anyway.
    The dude totally wigged out and cried about his "dearest pepsi" and hit me one in the shoulder. I've felt worse..but it still hurt.
    When I limped off the desk I turned around and noticed that a small group of other guys had all turned and glared at him.
    I suppose I count them friends. I sit with them at lunch and listen to their consverations.
    Not sure if I would count myself as a friend though..

    Speaking of friends.
    Went to Rins house over the weekend and we did our cake thing.
    It was fun. Felt nice going to someone elses house. Only house I ever really visited was Destinys.
    But still.
    My child phobia followed me there too x.o
    dang littles..they're always coming to me with their big ass eyes and whiny voices..I brought stale candy with me to put on the cake.
    so they were all over the table.. x.O;
    Got high off the frosting too <3
    I wished my boi was there too. that would've been funny too. hehe.

    I even told her a little bout him.
    I love him so. And I'd love to talk about him and everything but..
    no one quite understands. Cuz its a long distance relationship.
    Im all squeaking and wagging and they just sit there. blank. not talking. *sighhhhh* I'll show em.

    Speaking of which, Kara is dating Zack.
    I get a little bit sick when I hear her talking about them kissing and stuff.
    Knowing that I had a small crush on him before Santi came to my life.
    Now theres only Santi there, and Im very happy. We can talk about anything. <3
    Kara is just..obsessive compulsive..
    Santi and I obsess over eachother, cuz thats what couples do when in heavy in love. hehe.
    But Kara is just.. X_X
    she..would make a shrine. At least. To me I think she would.
    People are happy for her and all. shes had a major crush on him for years, and it showed but.. I just. honestly. dont think it will last. 9_9

    I should be able to drink coke again soon. ^.^
    My momma boughted me some yogurt crap that..doesnt..taste like yogurt..and its supposed to do wonders for my stomach and other needy intestines.
    I never had a problem with my guts before, I wonder whats going on in there?
    Been losing a bit of weight lately..(93 lbs) I feel unhealthy. I shouldnt be staying up till 6 am anymore either.
    On weekdays I go to bed at 8 or 9 pm and wake up at 5 for school.
    on weekends I go to bed at 6 am and wake up at 12 or..hehe..6 pm. ^^;
    I just think I should cool it man.

    My dog is barking. Mommys home. I should get off.

    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: A thunderstorm outside
    Friday, June 1st, 2007
    3:12 pm
    Tag stollen from a stollen tag
    Stolen from my Boi. <3
    1. Do you like animals?
    Of course. Specially the slobbery and venomous kind X3~

    2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
    no. But Im going fer Kurdie and Santi :3!!

    3. Are you athletic?
    HA.......ha....

    4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
    thin.

    5. How much do you weigh?
    last time I checked. 98 lbs

    6. What's your height?
    5'3. IM NOT SHORT. Im fun sized :]

    7. Shoe size?
    ..8 1/2 XD


    8. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
    tomboyish..since punk goth aint an option. betch ]x

    10. How old are you?
    16

    11. When is your birthday?
    WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW.
    nyahh.. October 10

    12. Do you like to receive giftart?
    YESH! ^.^ Kurdie and Duddy I think drew me the most in the past <3

    13. Are you sociable?
    more or less online.
    I can be socialable irl, but people are basterds.

    14. Do you have many friends?
    eh. enough. I love my friends.

    15. What's your race?
    UM. JACKAL! Dx

    16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
    talking in person is always better. but Destiny is fun to talk with on the phone too XD

    17. Are you single or taken?
    SANTIIIIIIII!!!!!! >W<

    18. Do you eat meat?
    yupyup. *rips off arm and gnaws*

    19. Are you paranoid?
    I donno should I be? what was that. AAAHAHHHHHHH..... *mews*

    20. Do you read a lot?
    I used to read a lot more when I was younger. But I still love my
    horror novels X3~

    21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
    Cybergoth/industral/goth/dance

    22. Do you play any instruments?
    I used to play a harp and a guitar. now they're collecting dust.

    23. How long have you been drawing?
    since i was 4 I guess.

    24. What's the meaning of life?
    CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!
    and santi. nyah XD

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: Weekend--Scooter
    Tuesday, May 29th, 2007
    3:05 pm
    THIS IS A REALLY COOL TITLE Dx
    Wow..I didnt upload in a while.
    emf.
    Heres some arts.



    n.n hooray new refsheet. yet to upload it to DA.
    Lifes been going pretty good.
    Kinda had a test of love over the weekend..but it okay now.
    Destinys letting me borrow hir webcam, and it has a mic thinggy on it, so me and my doggi boi can have conversations and I really like it.
    I feel like its making me more happy with my appearance as well.
    Though.
    It freaks me out when I look up at the cam on my shelf 9.9
    i really do love him tho.
    Hes to come here on December. and if all goes well..
    possibly go with him and his mom to a theme park! n.n
    I really hope I can. I wanna get out of this dump.
    For once in my life, have an affectionate mush mush.
    With a guy who loves me for me. Not for sex. >3<
    I didnt tell my parents that were dating.
    Or the themepark invite yet.
    But I will as it draws near and plans become concrete.

    Here be sketches that I plan to photoshop.
    Ignore the random jacky notes everywhere. hehe..






    Gonna color these eventually. Not sure when. But I will.
    Drawing mostly mushy pics right now.
    Itsa so cute!
    Im this..tall and pouty faced jackal thats all...tall..and lawls mohawk and
    my precious doggi boi is all..short and cockerspaniel lookin x3
    I dont have a problem with it or anything. I just think its adorable of the size difference.
    though it has..breeding issues. lol.
    He wont..be able to reach. unless I end up spawling out somewur and thats no fun. daww XD

    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: Vergissmeinnicht--Eisbrecher
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